1 year 6 month.. we have been that long.. its been very hard and hurting just to hear you say "i don't know if i need you anymore.." the relationship we both have was sooo special. i never had so beautiful love life this long since i was born in to the world. you help me change. turn me into new person, we were soooo happy and we did alot of 1st time things together..
i still remember the 1st time we meet, Jubilee, some where around April... you wear a pair of flip flops, a sleeveless grey, jeans with spiky hair. we talked over MSN before that.. for few weeks before you make decision to meet me. there, you walked in to Jubilee Cybercafe, where i was working. you ask for seat 22 near by a window. you play Dota. i didnt know is you.. you were so simple.. so innocent.. i was there busy chatting, counting and calculating. cause its almost end of my shift. then after 30 minutes, you come approched me. "Hi, im Kenny we chat on MSN just now." i was stunned. we chit chat for a few minute, my sister came. its time to go. so he is the simple cute guy.
then you went down 1st and i packed all my things then when down to the stairs. there you stare at me. so precious eyes cute smile. you sit at the lobby. you stand up you wave to me. i got into my parent's car, you went into your corolla, it was green,
then drive behind my parent's car. i wave to you again..
you msg me, you tell me, "I was about to stand and go hug you just now..."
that moment i know you're a special person. Angel really send a great faith for me to go on with life, together with you. i remember i was not a kind of girl you like. i was a simply go-for-anyone- chic. there is a time you came to my place again then i was stuck between your good friend and you. i can't choose... it was tough desicion to do. then i was crying. you wrote down on a piece of paper, telling me, "you can take both, but i just ask for your love".
1st in my life i was allowed to make that kind of stupid decision. i was so guilty. then i choose between him and his friend. then i choose him. Kenny Yong. i approch him & say "can i hug you?" he spread his hand wide and hug me. Dear, i really fell for you.. then we did another stupid desicion again. i ask him to go for a trial with me. he agreed. we was like a fake couple but really went so well.
so, i choose to end the trial and go for real thing. which was on the 5th of May, 2007.it didnt even reach a month. then starting from that, you came to Jubilee nearly everyday. just came to see me. haha.. you sometime even skipped class just came to see me. i was so happy. i felt like so wanted in my whole life. i met an angel. there is once you hug my old teddy sleeping on the desk..
You did alot of funny stuffs there, you always keep me accompany. you love to hold my hand. there is once you're so tired and fell asleep on the big table next to counter. then i took a chance snap your photo while you're sleeping.
there is also when you ask me to come to see you on the day of sultan's birthday at the Taman Jubilee too. i remember it was like alot of people. i was so happy just to see you 1st time on show. Mchot dog - wo ai tai mei...
there is also once we go to pasar malam on the celebration day then you bought your self a watch.. then there is when, its raining heavily, i was holding a big umbrella just to see you perform for Pelangi at the Taman Jubilee.. i was standing there then mosquito bites some more... you're singing Yuki - can't wait.
i also remember there is a time you all make performance that you all havent ready for it end up just messed up with the song but yet ended nicely. the song is lian ai ING... but you guys did it now.. and im so proud of you dear...
there is once i rush home just to catch you on radio. you guys were on an interview on Pelangi FM and you dedicate the song for me, "lips of an angel". i was so touched.
that is so long time till i start schooling at MTSSR. we go lunch everyday, we go have fun go visit Hua Ho serusup nearly everytime. we never get bored. we love the soft toys section. i always have eyes on this cute teddy bear and we always play "catch" in here. it was funny.
after few month we were a couple and the month of April, also on our monthsary, we go for a movie, in your green car, which is always get dead-engine, it had alot of memory, at the parking space infront of old Rf (now), you gave me a surprise. thats the teddy bear i like most. you bought it for me. i was sooo happy. i named it Kenny B'ear.
we were like un-seperate-able, Kenny & Cammy, always in someone's topic, the cutest couple, the most best couple, from school till outside, till my family... no one will ever belive we will ever give up on each other. everyday is like a brand new day for both of us. there is always tons of fun. we were like go play when you having lunch time (attachment at RBA). i always dropped my phone in your car. haha.. thats whan one time you start to get so vain, and take alot of your picture in my phones till my memory almost full!
i like to borrow your jackets again.. then when i get to work at the palace, you could come in the middle of night just to fetch me and send me home.
i like to lay on your lap when you drive home. you will pinch my nose and say "wake up lazy puppy, we reach home le..", i also remember that we love to hug toghether and cry. you did say that, " you're the best i ever know, i'm lucky to have you and there will be no one can take your place in my heart." you ask me to promise you, "if one day i'm offshore or not beside you for a short time will you promise me that you won't do anything that tui bu qi wo?" i answer "yes, i swear i won't do that". and i keep that promise forever till now. i also remember you told me that you only afraid of 3 person, Mom, Laopo and God. i remember anything and everything you ever talked and say to me. i love the way you teach me bout life.
there is once you did saw bad things when you at RBA so i took you to the si-fu there.. well, that is also 1st time.
we went to Shirley's birthday, at the staff house at beribi. we hit at Desmond's saloon then we was like so fun play all around.. we dress up white.. have our hair done. and then we rush to buy shoe again at Seri Qiulap. then that night, that is the 1st in my life, i dance with you. so romantic.. sweet... i never get to dance with anyone. but that is my 1st time...
we love shopping together, i like to cook for you and we also bought a cow doll, i named it Kenny C. i like to squish him & kiss him.. then you will say "eyer, kiss him don't wanna kiss me la..hmph.." soo cute.. and we were so happy playing with it...
once also,you bring me to see your family at Tanjung Bunut, your cousin's house. hehe.. i was like sooooo shy.. and there i meet your mum and dad, then other family member. that's was my 1st time too. with you i met alot of people.. i just love to stick with you.. being with you and go anywhere you go... laugh out loud and im so comfortable with you. i put my feet on your front mirror then you tend to say "haiyo, that feet ah..".
There is also one time where you were working that time is when sultan's birthday, you didnt get to see fireworks.. so i took picture of it and that time i was with my family then i send to you through MMS and wish that you were here with me too... i don't want you to missed it.. i hope you'll never forget...
i also remember that once i gave you a puzzle that you like when we having lunch at Jolibee upstairs. i remember what you like... and you also remember i like fries.
we also did alot of things together, you even helped me on my home work and becuse of you, i got the strength to work harder. and thanks to you laokong, i tend to score good marks.
then for the rest of my life, i have the most wonderfull time in my life when you open a birthday party for me. i was quite demanding. but then you did your best to do make that party come true. then for all night i had lots of fun. i have two cakes and also had lots of friends being all around us. you know i love to dance and you dance with me that night. it was so fun.. you sang a song for me, "ni she wo zui shen ai de nu ren" then from that onwards, its our song. me and you. i also like to give you weird present. then that night we both celebrate our birthday, i gave you shaver, its cream, shower cream, transformer shoe, a portable bag, face towel and shower towel and a same teddy bear i named Kenny B'ear2. you say you like that kind of girl who give you weird stuff and you have it for the 1st time. haha.. after that Billy say, "your gf say you smelly thats why she bought you all that stuff". it was just i know you like to overnight at people's house that's why i bought you all those.. as for cow, and the teddy, you put in your car until the little plastic in Kenny B2 stuck together. haha..
you like soft toys that have that kind of little plastic in it.. you say your sister likes it too... we receive birthday cards from friends too...
then i love the way you sing agen... in car singing and i love to stare at you for long time just as i got into your car and we on the way out together..then you will look at me and say, "what?" then i say, "nothing, just love to see you..." then you will sing in so cute ways and always make me smile and laugh because it was so funny..
then Christmas eve, we were so excited and we bought our self a Christmas hat, then we went to bunut for a dinner, we even pray before dinner to thanks lord for this happening.. that is also my 1st time having dinner with "family". then next day, Christmas! then we went for photo shoot at the NBT & also have a steam-boat dinner at Red Chili. it was so fun.. that is my first time having Christmas together.
new year, we had bbq at your cousin house again. haha. joke around with your dad was the most funny part.. so nice.. we watch the fire works together.
i never change anything. i love you, and just like the way you want me to be. never change. till now. we love movies back then, and we keep all our tickets and receipts from the movies.
11th, Febuary, 2008~ you stepped out of my life for a month. 1st time in my life i was so sad. like some one i love died. i woke up in the middle of night, 3 am. just to think of you and cry. i was like this for a month. i didn't eat well. i didn't drink well. just bare shower and change. sat on my bed, held Kenny B on my arms and continue crying. staring at my phone. waited for your call or msg. even i know you wouldn't call or msg me anymore.
then i was at school. no one belived that we ended, even the other group's student that knows bout us, too, don't belive. same goes to me, i still don't wanna belive that you are gone... i didn't talked to anyone for a week. losing you was a thing that i never dare to imagine. losing you was like a toothpaste without toothbrush. everywhere every corner all around me does have a memory of you even my bed room, pillow, my wash room, at school, mall, every songs, everywhere, there is YOU.
it was so hard to me to talked to anyone,i can't open my mouth, cause i'll end up crying. you know my habit.. you even teach me to control it before.. even to lift my head up to see what's in front, i don't have the strength to do anything itz feels so hard even to breath, we'll its true cause my nose will stuck when i cry. eyes are both swollen. try to stop the tears. but it seems like a tap that was broken and the water was like flowing forever.i hardly think everyday. i sat alone, do all the things alone. i just nooded my head. i was like a dead body without life and soul.. but its true cause, my soul is you. and if you're gone my soul is gone.. what ever hit me, i don't realy feel pain. im numb.. nurul saw my legs and finger were green sometimes cuts but i don't even respond.
my head was so painful, inside keep thinking, "what should i do?", "who will i talked to if i need someone?", "what will i say if someone ask me bout you?", "what will i do with all the stuff?", "will i be able to live?", "what do i do without you?", "who will hold my right hand?", "who will call me laopo zai and call me puppy?", "who will miscalls me and msg with me?","who will i kiss on the forhead and hug when im back at home?","who will i cook for on Sundays?", "how can i go somewhere without you?", "what did i do wrong?", "what do i do to deserve this?","why you don't love me anymore?" thousands of question that i have no answer of it keeps flowing in... hurt once every minute like some one banged it to the wall.
my heart. it feels like stop beating. it doesn't wanna beat anymore. i feel so hopeless, lifeless, breathless, empty. when i heard our favorite song, i feel like go back to that time. i really wish i just sleep and never wake up. i was stupid to think like that but that's all i could think of.
my mom was there, cry with me, comfort me. she was the world best mom. she just can't see her daughter crying. she told me that there is a way to live without him, there is many guys outside, lost a person like him is not a big deal. but it is a big deal for me. i only love HIM. that's all. you can't change it. it just felt worse just to think of it. my whole body ache.
EVERYTHING & ANYTHING has something to do with you dear.
i remember you told me that you will find back our love and you promise not to hurt me and let me go anymore.
then finally, after that you came back to me. it was a miracle. i would never imagine that will happen. it was so god bless. i knew God heard my cry every day. i never hate you with anything. i did forgive you. i just want us to be starting over again. get back to the us. never change anything. that is the most painful experience i just don't wish to have any more the pain was like sawed me into half. i did my best to make someone i love happy.
i know that all we have is what people can't do. no one can be like us. so weird yet happy. did things together.
you also gave me a beautiful necklace. i love it. you told me how your Lil sis was searching for me when we are separate.. i was so touch.. i love that girl as much as i love my mom and you...
we even went to Labuan together last month of September.
we were soo late to check in to the boat we had great time. we shop and did a lot of fun stuff together.. and that is also my 1st time overnight at a foreign places with the one i love. you hug me to sleep but only for a while la.. you sleep like pig of course, snore some more... haha.. then morning i get to wake up early and shake you awake. haha..then went to shop again. its very funny how we get lost on Labuan and we go on foot all the way.. then go back, we were the 1st haha.. Dear, i wish there is another chance we can go together again.
so many things happen all the ups and downs, we did it together. everything we do is for each other. you know that didn't you?
we did all together.. now, ni se de zhe yang li kai wo ma? how can you do this? its unfair. you do this without even care how my feeling is? i love you. i give you space. what else you want? i can give you. just a simple things to do. not to leave me. is that so hard? you know i need you. more than anything else. you know i never ask anything that you can't afford. i never.
you say you're unforgivable? tell me y? you say no reason. so why do you need to do this? im not gonna force you. cause i know you won't be that cruel to just leave me like that. you're a kind person, understanding, loving, caring and wise. you're just having a tough time thinking and you deserve a good time alone. so there you have it. just remember i will be here waiting for you. no matter how. i will still wait for you. cause only you are my one and only Laokong Zai, who understand me, knows what i like and not and also always keep me safe and happy. there is good thing behind bad. i belive in god i know he is watching, testing us.. i know he will safe us.
please don't leave me. thats all i ever can ask for.. nothing else.. just don't ever leave me. thats all. I LOVE YOU KENNY YONG. WITH ALL MY SOUL.
i still remember the 1st time we meet, Jubilee, some where around April... you wear a pair of flip flops, a sleeveless grey, jeans with spiky hair. we talked over MSN before that.. for few weeks before you make decision to meet me. there, you walked in to Jubilee Cybercafe, where i was working. you ask for seat 22 near by a window. you play Dota. i didnt know is you.. you were so simple.. so innocent.. i was there busy chatting, counting and calculating. cause its almost end of my shift. then after 30 minutes, you come approched me. "Hi, im Kenny we chat on MSN just now." i was stunned. we chit chat for a few minute, my sister came. its time to go. so he is the simple cute guy.
then you went down 1st and i packed all my things then when down to the stairs. there you stare at me. so precious eyes cute smile. you sit at the lobby. you stand up you wave to me. i got into my parent's car, you went into your corolla, it was green,
then drive behind my parent's car. i wave to you again..you msg me, you tell me, "I was about to stand and go hug you just now..."
that moment i know you're a special person. Angel really send a great faith for me to go on with life, together with you. i remember i was not a kind of girl you like. i was a simply go-for-anyone- chic. there is a time you came to my place again then i was stuck between your good friend and you. i can't choose... it was tough desicion to do. then i was crying. you wrote down on a piece of paper, telling me, "you can take both, but i just ask for your love".
1st in my life i was allowed to make that kind of stupid decision. i was so guilty. then i choose between him and his friend. then i choose him. Kenny Yong. i approch him & say "can i hug you?" he spread his hand wide and hug me. Dear, i really fell for you.. then we did another stupid desicion again. i ask him to go for a trial with me. he agreed. we was like a fake couple but really went so well.
so, i choose to end the trial and go for real thing. which was on the 5th of May, 2007.it didnt even reach a month. then starting from that, you came to Jubilee nearly everyday. just came to see me. haha.. you sometime even skipped class just came to see me. i was so happy. i felt like so wanted in my whole life. i met an angel. there is once you hug my old teddy sleeping on the desk..
You did alot of funny stuffs there, you always keep me accompany. you love to hold my hand. there is once you're so tired and fell asleep on the big table next to counter. then i took a chance snap your photo while you're sleeping.
there is also when you ask me to come to see you on the day of sultan's birthday at the Taman Jubilee too. i remember it was like alot of people. i was so happy just to see you 1st time on show. Mchot dog - wo ai tai mei...
there is also once we go to pasar malam on the celebration day then you bought your self a watch.. then there is when, its raining heavily, i was holding a big umbrella just to see you perform for Pelangi at the Taman Jubilee.. i was standing there then mosquito bites some more... you're singing Yuki - can't wait.
i also remember there is a time you all make performance that you all havent ready for it end up just messed up with the song but yet ended nicely. the song is lian ai ING... but you guys did it now.. and im so proud of you dear...
there is once i rush home just to catch you on radio. you guys were on an interview on Pelangi FM and you dedicate the song for me, "lips of an angel". i was so touched.
that is so long time till i start schooling at MTSSR. we go lunch everyday, we go have fun go visit Hua Ho serusup nearly everytime. we never get bored. we love the soft toys section. i always have eyes on this cute teddy bear and we always play "catch" in here. it was funny.
after few month we were a couple and the month of April, also on our monthsary, we go for a movie, in your green car, which is always get dead-engine, it had alot of memory, at the parking space infront of old Rf (now), you gave me a surprise. thats the teddy bear i like most. you bought it for me. i was sooo happy. i named it Kenny B'ear.
we were like un-seperate-able, Kenny & Cammy, always in someone's topic, the cutest couple, the most best couple, from school till outside, till my family... no one will ever belive we will ever give up on each other. everyday is like a brand new day for both of us. there is always tons of fun. we were like go play when you having lunch time (attachment at RBA). i always dropped my phone in your car. haha.. thats whan one time you start to get so vain, and take alot of your picture in my phones till my memory almost full!
i like to borrow your jackets again.. then when i get to work at the palace, you could come in the middle of night just to fetch me and send me home.
i like to lay on your lap when you drive home. you will pinch my nose and say "wake up lazy puppy, we reach home le..", i also remember that we love to hug toghether and cry. you did say that, " you're the best i ever know, i'm lucky to have you and there will be no one can take your place in my heart." you ask me to promise you, "if one day i'm offshore or not beside you for a short time will you promise me that you won't do anything that tui bu qi wo?" i answer "yes, i swear i won't do that". and i keep that promise forever till now. i also remember you told me that you only afraid of 3 person, Mom, Laopo and God. i remember anything and everything you ever talked and say to me. i love the way you teach me bout life.
there is once you did saw bad things when you at RBA so i took you to the si-fu there.. well, that is also 1st time.
we went to Shirley's birthday, at the staff house at beribi. we hit at Desmond's saloon then we was like so fun play all around.. we dress up white.. have our hair done. and then we rush to buy shoe again at Seri Qiulap. then that night, that is the 1st in my life, i dance with you. so romantic.. sweet... i never get to dance with anyone. but that is my 1st time...
we love shopping together, i like to cook for you and we also bought a cow doll, i named it Kenny C. i like to squish him & kiss him.. then you will say "eyer, kiss him don't wanna kiss me la..hmph.." soo cute.. and we were so happy playing with it...
once also,you bring me to see your family at Tanjung Bunut, your cousin's house. hehe.. i was like sooooo shy.. and there i meet your mum and dad, then other family member. that's was my 1st time too. with you i met alot of people.. i just love to stick with you.. being with you and go anywhere you go... laugh out loud and im so comfortable with you. i put my feet on your front mirror then you tend to say "haiyo, that feet ah..".
There is also one time where you were working that time is when sultan's birthday, you didnt get to see fireworks.. so i took picture of it and that time i was with my family then i send to you through MMS and wish that you were here with me too... i don't want you to missed it.. i hope you'll never forget...
i also remember that once i gave you a puzzle that you like when we having lunch at Jolibee upstairs. i remember what you like... and you also remember i like fries.
we also did alot of things together, you even helped me on my home work and becuse of you, i got the strength to work harder. and thanks to you laokong, i tend to score good marks.
then for the rest of my life, i have the most wonderfull time in my life when you open a birthday party for me. i was quite demanding. but then you did your best to do make that party come true. then for all night i had lots of fun. i have two cakes and also had lots of friends being all around us. you know i love to dance and you dance with me that night. it was so fun.. you sang a song for me, "ni she wo zui shen ai de nu ren" then from that onwards, its our song. me and you. i also like to give you weird present. then that night we both celebrate our birthday, i gave you shaver, its cream, shower cream, transformer shoe, a portable bag, face towel and shower towel and a same teddy bear i named Kenny B'ear2. you say you like that kind of girl who give you weird stuff and you have it for the 1st time. haha.. after that Billy say, "your gf say you smelly thats why she bought you all that stuff". it was just i know you like to overnight at people's house that's why i bought you all those.. as for cow, and the teddy, you put in your car until the little plastic in Kenny B2 stuck together. haha..
you like soft toys that have that kind of little plastic in it.. you say your sister likes it too... we receive birthday cards from friends too...
then i love the way you sing agen... in car singing and i love to stare at you for long time just as i got into your car and we on the way out together..then you will look at me and say, "what?" then i say, "nothing, just love to see you..." then you will sing in so cute ways and always make me smile and laugh because it was so funny..
then Christmas eve, we were so excited and we bought our self a Christmas hat, then we went to bunut for a dinner, we even pray before dinner to thanks lord for this happening.. that is also my 1st time having dinner with "family". then next day, Christmas! then we went for photo shoot at the NBT & also have a steam-boat dinner at Red Chili. it was so fun.. that is my first time having Christmas together.
new year, we had bbq at your cousin house again. haha. joke around with your dad was the most funny part.. so nice.. we watch the fire works together.
i never change anything. i love you, and just like the way you want me to be. never change. till now. we love movies back then, and we keep all our tickets and receipts from the movies.
11th, Febuary, 2008~ you stepped out of my life for a month. 1st time in my life i was so sad. like some one i love died. i woke up in the middle of night, 3 am. just to think of you and cry. i was like this for a month. i didn't eat well. i didn't drink well. just bare shower and change. sat on my bed, held Kenny B on my arms and continue crying. staring at my phone. waited for your call or msg. even i know you wouldn't call or msg me anymore.
then i was at school. no one belived that we ended, even the other group's student that knows bout us, too, don't belive. same goes to me, i still don't wanna belive that you are gone... i didn't talked to anyone for a week. losing you was a thing that i never dare to imagine. losing you was like a toothpaste without toothbrush. everywhere every corner all around me does have a memory of you even my bed room, pillow, my wash room, at school, mall, every songs, everywhere, there is YOU.
it was so hard to me to talked to anyone,i can't open my mouth, cause i'll end up crying. you know my habit.. you even teach me to control it before.. even to lift my head up to see what's in front, i don't have the strength to do anything itz feels so hard even to breath, we'll its true cause my nose will stuck when i cry. eyes are both swollen. try to stop the tears. but it seems like a tap that was broken and the water was like flowing forever.i hardly think everyday. i sat alone, do all the things alone. i just nooded my head. i was like a dead body without life and soul.. but its true cause, my soul is you. and if you're gone my soul is gone.. what ever hit me, i don't realy feel pain. im numb.. nurul saw my legs and finger were green sometimes cuts but i don't even respond.
my head was so painful, inside keep thinking, "what should i do?", "who will i talked to if i need someone?", "what will i say if someone ask me bout you?", "what will i do with all the stuff?", "will i be able to live?", "what do i do without you?", "who will hold my right hand?", "who will call me laopo zai and call me puppy?", "who will miscalls me and msg with me?","who will i kiss on the forhead and hug when im back at home?","who will i cook for on Sundays?", "how can i go somewhere without you?", "what did i do wrong?", "what do i do to deserve this?","why you don't love me anymore?" thousands of question that i have no answer of it keeps flowing in... hurt once every minute like some one banged it to the wall.
my heart. it feels like stop beating. it doesn't wanna beat anymore. i feel so hopeless, lifeless, breathless, empty. when i heard our favorite song, i feel like go back to that time. i really wish i just sleep and never wake up. i was stupid to think like that but that's all i could think of.
my mom was there, cry with me, comfort me. she was the world best mom. she just can't see her daughter crying. she told me that there is a way to live without him, there is many guys outside, lost a person like him is not a big deal. but it is a big deal for me. i only love HIM. that's all. you can't change it. it just felt worse just to think of it. my whole body ache.
EVERYTHING & ANYTHING has something to do with you dear.
i remember you told me that you will find back our love and you promise not to hurt me and let me go anymore.
then finally, after that you came back to me. it was a miracle. i would never imagine that will happen. it was so god bless. i knew God heard my cry every day. i never hate you with anything. i did forgive you. i just want us to be starting over again. get back to the us. never change anything. that is the most painful experience i just don't wish to have any more the pain was like sawed me into half. i did my best to make someone i love happy.
i know that all we have is what people can't do. no one can be like us. so weird yet happy. did things together.
you also gave me a beautiful necklace. i love it. you told me how your Lil sis was searching for me when we are separate.. i was so touch.. i love that girl as much as i love my mom and you...
we even went to Labuan together last month of September.
we were soo late to check in to the boat we had great time. we shop and did a lot of fun stuff together.. and that is also my 1st time overnight at a foreign places with the one i love. you hug me to sleep but only for a while la.. you sleep like pig of course, snore some more... haha.. then morning i get to wake up early and shake you awake. haha..then went to shop again. its very funny how we get lost on Labuan and we go on foot all the way.. then go back, we were the 1st haha.. Dear, i wish there is another chance we can go together again.
so many things happen all the ups and downs, we did it together. everything we do is for each other. you know that didn't you?
we did all together.. now, ni se de zhe yang li kai wo ma? how can you do this? its unfair. you do this without even care how my feeling is? i love you. i give you space. what else you want? i can give you. just a simple things to do. not to leave me. is that so hard? you know i need you. more than anything else. you know i never ask anything that you can't afford. i never.
you say you're unforgivable? tell me y? you say no reason. so why do you need to do this? im not gonna force you. cause i know you won't be that cruel to just leave me like that. you're a kind person, understanding, loving, caring and wise. you're just having a tough time thinking and you deserve a good time alone. so there you have it. just remember i will be here waiting for you. no matter how. i will still wait for you. cause only you are my one and only Laokong Zai, who understand me, knows what i like and not and also always keep me safe and happy. there is good thing behind bad. i belive in god i know he is watching, testing us.. i know he will safe us.
please don't leave me. thats all i ever can ask for.. nothing else.. just don't ever leave me. thats all. I LOVE YOU KENNY YONG. WITH ALL MY SOUL.
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